aaravsingh

 Wow.... My first day at Maharana Pratap Inter College i was not good at physics chemistry and biology rather i was born in business family so i had the attachment of commerce and economics i opted same for my intermediate on day one of my college before going to my college i came to know she also didnot moved other city and was in same town i thought might she have taken admission in Girls Bharti College early morning i went on day one of my college and waited before the arrival and departure timings of the college so i can see her but luck was not in my favour still 2 -3 days i didnot see her around i was worried if she moved out of town and that one day in my college i saw her what? yes it was her then i came to know she had taken admission in same college just imagine how did i felt that day  happy happy whole day staring at her from my class corridor............... will update soon.....

  अक्सर इस दुनिया में अंजाने मिलते हैं अक्सर इस दुनिया में अंजाने मिलते हैं अंजानी राहों में मिल के खो जाते हैं लेकिन हमेशा वो याद आते हैं Well this songs suits well for the final bidai movement and never thought this song will be sung by her at the farewell function  it was a bright early morning when i woke up i was sad. why? because i knew today is last day of our school life and may be we may not meet again in future i had this feeling because my family wanted me to move to hyderabad for my higher studies also many of our school friends were planning to move out of our town to city for futher studies and i knew she could also go some other place time was moving fast that day when ever we have special occasions and special person in life we could never decide what should we wear for that special moment whole day passed on and i decided with lovely red shirt and black jeans to go on as red resembles love so thought of to go with it i reached school before our invitation time...

Pehli Koshish - Here it all where it started. Days passed on the same routine and then cultural activity programs started in our school the first was SCIENCE EXHIBITION it was year 2003 well i was not a active participant in any of those cultural activities i was shy introvert kind of person but i realise if i manitain like this i could never come close to her because i always feared talking to her well many will say what to fear in talking to your classmate but when that classmate become your one sided love you feel same you start fearing even we fear to talk on a genuine reason fear of  loosing her if in case she felt bad and so on i hope the one's who are really reading this might be knowing  this fear very well coming to the day before 3-4 days as usual when a program to be conducted in school we were allowed to stay and prepare and depart late for home i participated in the fair just because of her so i could stay after school hours and watch her you know (hum kitna bhi d...