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INTRO

 I once knew a girl that meant the world to me, she was just amazing. She was that one girl in my life I would never get over maybe because she gave me some of the best memories in my life and i know I'll never forget them. But I guess love never lasts and now I would I give anything to go back to to the moment when i looked at her and she was looking at me and then she smiled... everyday I wonder what could of been and what if i was still with her now. I always wonder how she is everyday since I last saw her...Everyday im moving on a little, getting stronger but i know that I can never forget those moments i had with her because I think i would never have the same feeling towards someone else.....♥♥♥ You don't get to choose, you just fall in love, and you get this person who is all wrong and all right at the same time. And you know you love them so much but sometimes they just drive you completely insane and no one can explain it and the reason is so confusing because it is lo...

Ek Pahal

 Wow.... My first day at Maharana Pratap Inter College i was not good at physics chemistry and biology rather i was born in business family so i had the attachment of commerce and economics i opted same for my intermediate on day one of my college before going to my college i came to know she also didnot moved other city and was in same town i thought might she have taken admission in Girls Bharti College early morning i went on day one of my college and waited before the arrival and departure timings of the college so i can see her but luck was not in my favour still 2 -3 days i didnot see her around i was worried if she moved out of town and that one day in my college i saw her what? yes it was her then i came to know she had taken admission in same college just imagine how did i felt that day  happy happy whole day staring at her from my class corridor............... will update soon.....

Final Bidai

  अक्सर इस दुनिया में अंजाने मिलते हैं अक्सर इस दुनिया में अंजाने मिलते हैं अंजानी राहों में मिल के खो जाते हैं लेकिन हमेशा वो याद आते हैं Well this songs suits well for the final bidai movement and never thought this song will be sung by her at the farewell function  it was a bright early morning when i woke up i was sad. why? because i knew today is last day of our school life and may be we may not meet again in future i had this feeling because my family wanted me to move to hyderabad for my higher studies also many of our school friends were planning to move out of our town to city for futher studies and i knew she could also go some other place time was moving fast that day when ever we have special occasions and special person in life we could never decide what should we wear for that special moment whole day passed on and i decided with lovely red shirt and black jeans to go on as red resembles love so thought of to go with it i reached school before our invitation time...

EK NAZAR

Pehli Koshish - Here it all where it started. Days passed on the same routine and then cultural activity programs started in our school the first was SCIENCE EXHIBITION it was year 2003 well i was not a active participant in any of those cultural activities i was shy introvert kind of person but i realise if i manitain like this i could never come close to her because i always feared talking to her well many will say what to fear in talking to your classmate but when that classmate become your one sided love you feel same you start fearing even we fear to talk on a genuine reason fear of  loosing her if in case she felt bad and so on i hope the one's who are really reading this might be knowing  this fear very well coming to the day before 3-4 days as usual when a program to be conducted in school we were allowed to stay and prepare and depart late for home i participated in the fair just because of her so i could stay after school hours and watch her you know (hum kitna bhi d...

PEHLI NAZAR - 1

  Life is in two parts; Who you were before you met her And who you are after   Hope the above two sentences do define my book in complete and will set an example what happens before and after in ones life when they really struck in a four letter word which they called as love   Well iam not a writer many of them are successful at expressing what in their hearts or articulating at a point of view I will try to convince the young lovers by writing this book and make them realize who you were before you met her and who you are after. Dedicated to all those one sided/ half ended stories lovers who lost their loves even their own lifes leaving their more loved ones behind without thinking about them for a second   Its easy to give up life in 30 seconds than living life thinking about the love we have in heart but to be frank your love would not be greater or equal to 3 months 6 months or may be a year or two but what about them who grew you who loved yo...
 Hey There, Welcome to my blog  This is Aarav  With blood falling from my wrists and tears falling from my eyes, ......... I have written dark thoughts between the lines. Started writing this blog on this day of 13/M/2021 My main motto of creating this blog is to keep updated on the story iam writing to publish a Book Raw story will be shared here later before publishing editing part will be done with my experts involve in completing this book. so before i start i would like to share a lyrics of a song enjoy... Oh love of mine With a song and a wine You're harsh and divine Like truths and a lie But the tale ends not here I have nothing to fear For my love is hell of giving and hold on And the bright emptiness In a room full of it Is a cruel mistress, woah I feel this unrest That nest all hollowness For I have nowhere to go in the cold And I feel so lonely, yeah There's a better place than this Emptiness And I am so lonely, yeah There's a better place than this Emptiness, ...